motivation: zero.
it seems i just can't do it right now. i was thinking today how nice it would be to drop all of my classes and just quit school. yikes. what's up? this is NOT me at all. i'm really struggling with my homework load...and it's not that i can't do it, it's that i don't want to. i don't want to wake up and go to class. i don't want to. i'm not sure what's happening right now. perhaps burn out? i know that this is the first semester that i was totally unprepared for. i didn't even know where a few of my classes were and didn't bother to figure it out before the first day. i wasn't at all looking forward to the drudge of classes from 8-5. and the start up of the semester hasn't sparked any new desire.
so....motivation: zero.
anyways...so i think perhaps there are a lot of things happening right now in life that could perhaps contribute to this crazy feeling...stress, emotional junk, just life, you know...a season. but i have an amazing home to come to...a safe place, people who care about me, the goodness of cleansing my soul, the feeling of security knowing that i am never alone. and it's all gonna be okay. yeah.
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oh boy...don't worry..you aren't alone..i've felt this way before...and actually...i'm still struggling to find motivation somewhere...just remember, He will give you the strength you need...always! i'll be praying for you! Keep living for Him and letting your light shine!!! use this awkward season to continue to grow!! I love you! Come visit me sometime..you need a vacation! ;)
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